I was by
no means an innocent. I am not as better as some other overcomer, not as green
as the grass neither, for me I was naive and I think even right until now I
have to admit that as much as I'd want to be reminded of God’s calling in my
human being, there’s this piece of me that I know I am not proud of still, even
if others already are. I aim for more, I want to strive further in such a way
that I will no longer live for myself, that since I have already learned and is
still learning throughout my continuous journey, ---being the
extension of God’s love for His disciples, then I think It would be just right to
perform differently this time, stand to become more selfless and more prepared
to live for His purpose. Will I ever find that answer to my how?
It is so
easy to say that you are a servant, that you love Him; you love Him more than
yourself and anyone in this world. But the reality in most cases, we are too
afraid to lose the ones we superbly love, we cannot deny our own feelings,
wants and needs, we are in fact having a hard time to forgive others not
considering His word --- (Matthew
6:15 But if you do not forgive
others their trespasses, neither will your Father forgive your trespasses), some
doubts us of our actions and we get distracted, thinking we are keenly watched
every time we slip. No matter how profound you are in your faith, you are still
human who, intentionally or unintentionally, can do any offence. (Romans 3:23 For all have sinned, and come short
of the glory of God). And that
can’t be our forever excuse especially when we commit the same mistake over and
over again, or may sin in a different way but you are actually aware of what
you are doing hurts Him.
I have
been in search all this time, and found the ideal stability to my lunacy, His
words or should I say He, why does He sound mind-numbing for others? Aren’t
they aware of what He did on the cross 2000 years ago? Are you? He died for us
all. Yes! He died for me, JESUS, the one who loved you when you couldn’t love
yourself, died for you! Yet I am just saddened by how people take in and pay no
attention to His directives in today’s generation. How you do feel when you’re
uncared for is exactly what He feels when you do the same thing. Aren’t you
feeling unworthy enough to be called His child?
You
represent what you believe and that you wouldn’t want to misrepresent your God.
Believe that you are a world changer. No matter how much hassle the world gives,
serve and give it your heart, your labour will never be in futile. God knows
you and your heart’s desires. Simply start the change from within. And
eventually after, have a nation make over by making our Almighty known to every
person. Start the race now and be a finisher!
Know your
purpose in life.
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